It's been a tough week for me. Grandma was admitted again this morning. I don't wanna say much on this. Seriously, every time I think bout her, I'll cry all night long. She's my everything. Again, I'm at the hospital, by her side and posting this entry. Life is unfair and unpredictable. Shuish hazlynda! Let us all pray the best for my Nenda. Amin.
Back to the main topic, preps without him is awful! I'm preparing both sides in 6months I have. What will our wedding look like ek? Hope everything goes well. Owh, you guys dun know how much i miss holding his hands and go shopping. It's been 3 months babe, yes, i repeat 3 MONTHS! Urgh! And we didn't have much time to spend on the skype and calls. We updated through sms-ing, like 3-5 text a day? Eh, boleh?
Alhamdulillah, I managed to settle down few things on his part. With or without him, does not seem any difference on choosing and deciding on the items. if he's there with me, deciding on buying something, he'll say, "Ok, I'm ok with it. U choose and make the decision." YES!!!! He hates on making decision *haha* It will only be me, and I will say yes or no for him *haha* kejam seh! He did tell me earlier during the e-day preps, he said, "I know you have better taste than I do. I'll leave it to you coz u know what's the best for us." THERE YOU GO! Told ya, with or without him will be the same BUUUUUUUUUUUTTT if he's here with me, at least he can carry those bags *haish*
FYI, for last few weeks, I was walking alone and shops for wedding stuff. Where else? Jalan Tuanku Abdul Rahman. Finally, I got few things for his side and my side. Even though I have classes and Nenda at home, I still have to find a time for my wedding preps. Moreover kalau macam sy ini yang mengada-ngada nak diy every single thing - selagi mampu. This is tough! Alhamdulillah, I manage to handle few items and mostly is for his side. For my side? I will need to get approval from uncle before order and deposit on things. He knows and he wants the best for me - i know that. At least, i still have my uncle who act like my Abah. Thanks to him for his guide, time and ideas!
Btw, I've done this for him,
- MUA booked
- Photographer booked
- Nikah outfit (waiting for design)
- Reception Outfit (waiting for design)
- Bertandang Outfit (waiting for design)
- Bunga manggar done (diy)
- Bunga penanggah done (diy)
- Bunga pahar done (haha collected!)
Haha, even though there are only few things that I've done *haha* I'm proud of it. yehAaaa!! It's not easy to do diy things for both sides. Sangat memerlukan kesabaran. There are lots more to do, just rilex and chill! My blood pressure is below 100, doctor advise to get enough sleep and rest. In 6 months to go, what do I have to do? Dulu, from 12 - 9 months left, still boleh rilex, but NOW, 6 months to go, Nawal, what would u like to say on this?